I'm sitting in the MHS library, after school during rehearsal, with Mal right beside me reading over my shoulder, "Hi everybody" she says.
Last night, I called Chris at about 8:00, and he wouldn't stop complimnting me! I got so frustrated 'cause they're all [u]LIES[/u] that I started to speak french, and I wouldn't stop. I spoke french for 45 minutes! That's the l;ongest time I have spoken french since like ... grade 8! Anyway, at 9:00, I got off the phone and watched my faveorite show of all time, [i]Everwood[/i].
Well today I got a bit of a scare in first period, when I found out that Mal had again tried to kill herself. I was so upset. Not mad, but she truly tried to do it. She took 58 pills and sat in a hot bath. AFter a bit she felt shaky, got out of the bath and headed for her room. She didn't want to not say goodbye to some people, and one of those people was online. She made him cry, something he never does. That made her so upset that she puked, and she couldn't fall asleep after that. She was afraid she wouldn't wake up.
Mal, I've said it before, and I'll say it again. If you go, I go too. I don't think I can live in a world where you're not there to help brighten up my day. You've helped keep me alive up until now, let me do the same for you.
The rest of the day wasn't too interesting. Ancient Civs we talked about ... Aristophanes ... I think. And in Law we had a heated debate concerning wether there should be universal day care in Canada. It took almost all class. T'was fun.
At lunch, Ian asked if I was going to go to the game tonight. Meaning was I going to go to my Dad's Jr. 'B' hockey team's playoff game tonight. I called my dad and asked if he could pick me up at my Granny's. He said yes, but he sounded kinda exasperated. Oh well.
The rest of the afternoon is kind of a blur. I had chem, and we did stoichiometry, and I actually get it! Art I worked on my art project from hell, and english we sat in the library and worked on our english project. And by that I mean read people's blogs while doing some research on Karl Marx on the side.
Now I'm at rehearsal, so I should probably be getting back there.
Yeaaaa aliteration rules!